I am losing control. I can't seems to catch up with everything these days. I am just too tired I need space to think ...about everything and lots of sleep. Yes lots of it. More energy is all I need. Having monthly test these days and I think I did crap. ARGH. everything I do seems like such a failure! I REALLY NEED TO WORK HARDER FROM NOW ON. FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS is what I need. Focus.